Tuesday, 8 April 2008 Y 20:54

he's left for NS.
and here i am stuck all alone without him. i mean i have my friends and family and all that. but him not being here feels REALLY weird. like no life. hah.
i cant wait for this to be over. as in this first 2 weeks.
i know its just the beginning and there'll be more 'lonely' times ahead. but. i mean to know that he'll be back soon. i guess helps me push on. now i need to find things to keep me occupied.
but its just ironic. coz despite keeping myself occupied, my heart's still heavy. knowing he's around just that i cant like have any form of contact with him.
its only day one. its been about alil more than 12 hours since he reported in. and god knows how many more hundred hours before he's out.
damn it makes it sound like a jail term. lol. but its not. its NS. lol. prison enough. hahha
im trying to make myself feel better....
cant wait for the agony to be over!!!
[i shall upload pics really soon!]