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Wednesday, 30 April 2008 Y 19:24 i just wanna kill the judges for cheerleading today! bleagh. how can eagle not win?!?!??!?!?!?!!!! maybe we didnt have a great dance rountine but it was good enough! and dont get me started on the stunts. and yet they said out stunts looked fucking easy [at least tht's what our sources say]. fuck! we did a friggin liberty, elevator and more! shit we MADE it look easy. tht was how freaking perfect it was! and so synchronised too.. this whole cheer thing completely upped the entire rivalry thing.! and its SO ON! next year. we're gonna bring it! urgh!!! i am sooo posting the pics and stunts we did for our routine. and if i can get hold of the video of our routine. im loading it. hah! boo that freak!
Sunday, 27 April 2008 Y 10:52 Happy Birthday Aisyah! somebody's 18 already! hah. full adult much? anyways, im so sorry i wasnt there when your birthday celebration in school was going on. i still havent gotten you your present. lol! it'll come soon. i promise. but i have NO IDEA what to get you!! bleagh. i'll come up with something. ahah. ok. that aside! wee~ yesterday was super fun! cheer practice wsa great! we finally got the stunts done! like yes! finally! we actually have a shot at winning this. wait. we CAN win this! i heard from a little birdie that phoenix's stunts is pretty bleagh. like their pyramid is like 4 guys on their 4s as base. and u can pretty much figure the rest. heron's doing slutty moves. i think. lol. NO OFFENCE to my ex-house. falcon's cheer is going nowhere. no progress. or so i heard. heard their committee in itself has problems. like with the house captain or smth. yeah.. dont know about hawk. tht one no news. seagull is having problems too.. like internal problems among the cheerleaders. lol! problems2. suddenly it seems like eagle is actually progressing. and progressing well! GO EAGLE! *in the most bitchified tone* LOL! yeah. so i left cheer prac alil earlier. i kinda regret it. but couldnt keep the boy waiting can i. apparently during cheer. sparks flew. hehe. not fair. but i think practice yesterday wouldnt be half as productive if JEREMY aka JAM from MJ hadnt come and helped us with the stunts. of course credits to kim too. for working together with jam. yup. he is rather cute i have to admit. lol in his own way of course. ahahahahha. im actually kinda excited for sports meet now that we know what we're up against. lol. know where your enemies weakness lies to know where strength is. lol. taken from bring it on 3. ahaha i think. yup. wish i'd taken pics tho. hmph. this is exactly why I NEED A CAM!! urgh~ the day ended so well yesterday. i miss him now. haiz.
Friday, 25 April 2008 Y 22:18 today wasnt exactly the best day i've had. but i've had things that happened cheer me up. like the boyfriend coming back from camp. the friends in school and all that. home wasnt that great. but yeah. anyways, just finished sydney white. omg! it so rocks!! and im totally addicted to GOSSIP GIRL!!!! its so i dunno! super addictive. lol! yeah. and im like hooked on to yesterday by leona lewis. its a sad song i guess.. but yeah. its still nice.! im soooo looking forward to meeting the boy tmr. there's also cheerleading practice and kidsread tmr morning. it'll be fun. hopefully. i'd cross my fingers if i could. but i cant. lol! hating the life yet loving it! oh the irony
Wednesday, 23 April 2008 Y 18:13 urgh~ my life is gone. wait! i DON'T have a life to begin with! hah! my days are just home-school-home[homework]-school-home. and the list is never ending. except for the weekly 'escapades' with my darling.. otherwise my life is seriously just school and home. sucks right! yessss! tell me about it! i didn't feel this stressed with school last year. its crazy! these people are crazy! im tired! and sick! my cough has still not recovered and it would be 2 weeks already! its irritating to have to cough. especially when i start to cough til i like GAG!!!! so sickening.! not to mention the assignments and projects.. work, work and MORE work! its only thanks to the people in school who're my friends that makes school worth going. in a way. i mean i like my subject combi now. but still. its a silent killer. i want my boyfriend! now.! surprise me with flowers baby! it would be even better if you could stay the night. but we both know it can never happen.
Tuesday, 22 April 2008 Y 22:58 hello! hello! today was such a tiring day! wanted to just die. soooo tired! and i just realised that there's no math tmr. i mean its math lect la. thank god! yeah but i've got like gp and econs due tmr. i shall do it at 4am! weee~ regine also gonna get up at 4am later. 4.30 rather. cheer practice today was actually pretty i dunno whats the word for it. but we sorta managed to do stunts and the guys were so cute! lol. esp polar bear. ahahhhah. so cuteeee! there's cheer prac again. yup. so yeah. in a way im tired. but cheer brings out the bimbo-ness out of me! lol! i want a digi cam toooo!
Sunday, 20 April 2008 Y 17:48 ok. i just realised there's more work than i thought there was. so this is the reviewed list of things to do hah -lit handmaid's tale essay assignment -lit great ex mind map of themes -gp reading log -gp compre -gp readings -gp project [mass media case study of three countries - censorship] -gp podcast [bleagh] -math apgp assignment [i dunno how to do!!!] -math MI tutorial -econs BOP & ER tutorial [i have to present on it!] -hist essay [redo!] upcoming tests: econs subject test on tuesday evening at 5 and i have cheer prac tmr from 5-7pm! just let me die already! Y 13:55 i am tired. my whole body's aching. and im shivering. i do not know why. the cinema just across the street to mine is OPEN!! wootwoot~yay. can like go watch movie anytime! lol things to do: -lit essay assignment! -econs BOP,ER tutorial [im supposed to present on it!! urgh~!] -math apgp assignment! -cheer practice tmr from 5-7pm -hockey 4.30-7pm school ends at 5pm how am i supposed to split myself??? lesson of everyday: STOP PROCRASTINATING!!!!! ely! wake up! u cant afford anymore slip ups!!! i dont wanna go to school-
Saturday, 19 April 2008 Y 19:15 hey y'all! lol. i am in such a good mood. i think! lol. my baby booked out of camp yesterday. and we went for dinner at pizza hut at causeway point. yeah. i went all the way there just to see my baby! lol. the things i do for love. tight hugs and kisses. it was like VIP treatment i tell you at pizza hut. lol. coz we were the last to arrive and join the queue. but we got our seats first coz we were table for 2 hhaahaha. and the other group had to wait coz there wasnt any tables for them. wakakakkaak. yeah. dinner was served real quick. like we ordered at 9.15pm. and we got our orders at 9.25pm? yeah. coz we left the place at like 9.40 or 9.45pm so yeah. super quick! but i dont really like eating at pizza hut. not coz the food's not good. but coz the service tax is ridiculous! i cant stand it. we had to pay like $44 coz of the $7 tax. nuts right???? when actually what we ate only costed $35!!! bleagh then we were gonna go down to the bus interchange to take 168 coz thts the quickest way back yeah. but i was coughing so hard to the point that i felt like vomiting out all that i just ate. yeah! so he asked me how much i had. which was 10 bucks. so he passed me $20 and said forget it. go take a cab back. lol. i didnt want to coz i mean its like i havent used enough of his cash already so yeah. but the cab ride back was good i guess. i managed to get a nap. yeah. and stopped coughing. thank god. yeah but i owee so much to him for a great end to the day. i love you! oh and today i had newspaper collection. yup super fun! it was like mini bonding session. and mini class outing. lol. the 2 musketeers werent there. lol! for those who understand, yesssss! they were NOT there. ahahahhahahaha. yeah. we managed to finish evrything by 12.30pm? yeah. then went to meet francis again today. yay! to make up for all that we've missed out on. yup. then we were supposed to go celebrate ainul's birthday at pasir ris park. but we met up after that. at whitesands and had ice kachang. shit lah i forgot i have a cough then i still go eat ice kachang. kene marah sey. by francis lah duh. who else. it was so superrr fun today. coz my parents and brother's are not here! weee.. they went KL. yup. i had newspaper collection so couldnt go! weeeeee~lol omg. and then while playing with ainul's windmill, i accidentally broke it. sorta. i managed to fix it. but. bleagh. SORRY!!! really tk sengaje!!!! :( anyways, ainul like came over to my place then watched klakar rabak again. just for then fun of it. but im bloggin while watching so not really playing attention. hahhahah today was super fun. had a great time with the boy and the girls!!! loves..
Tuesday, 15 April 2008 Y 23:43 sorry la. i'll go find LEAF pics then put it here k! ahhha. the zipped file that nis gave me like tk guna. coz i try to click it open and it wouldnt! bleagh. sianz~
Y 20:12 omg! yesterday was like super crazy can!! alicia had a damn good time just clicking the button to snap the pic la!! she cam whore freak i tell you! we took like god knows how many photos. lol. we were like damn stressed or smth. the cam-whoring totally drained us. lol like stress reliever like that. hahhahahahah! the pics says it all.. it was nuts. but we were like super high and happy. considering life has been really stressful in school. speaking of which, i've got like history essay, lit essay and math to do! bleagh~      we shall do this again someday y'all. super fun and stress relieving!!! weee~ cheerleading today was super fun! taught the GUYS the steps. they actually got the gist of it real quick. although they werent really fluid but i mean hey, they are GUYS after all. lol! but it was damn fun. yeah and i didnt go for hockey. again. sheesh.
Sunday, 13 April 2008 Y 10:57 yesterday had such a disappointing end. he's smoking again. this sucks. urgh. and he wasnt even in remorse about it. i know its just him being him. the honest and frank him. i appreciate that from him coz at least he's not hiding it from me. but its just that i dont like smokers. urgh. im just hoping he'll stop once he's out. haiz. replies to tags: rinn: shit now im scared to lose my voice again. lol. so deprived of speech. jo: lol. classes will be so different without u too! regine: yeah flyer distribution was kinda fun.. i guess. but yeah didnt expect to meet certain houses. jo and rinn: the two of u uh. can make me cry sia. hhahahahaha i need to catch up on work! aaargh!
Saturday, 12 April 2008 Y 19:48 well.. maybe its just me but alot of people seem to be in a bad mood. or rather feeling really down. jo and rinn, i know the PW results were fucked up. unfair and all. fel, the stupid woodblock is SOOO not worth it. he's not worth anything. not worth your tears, your blood, your pain, your anything. he's just NOT worth it. i know all of us have said time and time again. but i mean i know what it feels like to have ppl coming up to you saying tht its not worth it and all. so yeah i feel your pain. cliche but yeah. im not tht great with words when it comes to comforting. all i can do is give u a hug or lend you my shoulder for you to cry on. there's only so much i can do. and only so much the rest of us as friends can do. ultimately, u decide for yourself. after that. whatever you decide if u think it makes u happy then im ok with it. so long as u dont put yourself in danger of any sort. jo, i dunno how's things between u, voodoo and vamp lately. its either been quitened down. or things have been happening and u havent been telling me enough. lol. but if anything, u know i'll always be there. rinn, u mentioned yesterday u finally talked to that sotong. i dunno if it was a heart-to-heart talk or another stoned conversation. im so sorry about what happened for PW. im so sorry i couldnt be there. so so sorry. i know everyone has their own set of problems. but thts life. i wish it could be easier. but its not.
Y 14:12 had flyer distribution earlier. luckily it didnt rain. only when we were on the way back home. yup. and now im having a slight headache. shall go shower soon. hah. and apparently, the new downtown east has opened!!!!!! yay!!! cinema open also i think. that's what i heard uh. im gonna go check it out with LEAF later at about 4! yay! the long awaited LEAF outing! yessa~! hopefully we take pics. then i can go add pics on here.! yay! yup! shall go get ready soon!!!!! oh! then during the newspaper collection flyer distribution, gloria and myself were doing most of the houses together. then! we weere knocking on this one door. looked abit odd. eccentric even maybe. lol. guess whose house it was?? MS SAHIDAH's haahahahahahahha. super funny! she just showered when we knocked on her door. SO FUNNY! then i was with pamela i think, and wee knocked on this other door and guess whose house it was?? HISYAM's! ahhahaha that one even worse. HAVENT SHOWERED! lol. the random unexpected things that occur.
Friday, 11 April 2008 Y 22:30 I DID IT! the blood donation thingy.. weee... not scared anymore. i think. heh. yeah. guess what? i lost my voice!!!!! now i feel so deprived of speech. the feeling sucks like fuck! bleagh. guess my wish FINALLY came true. i've been wanting to know what it feels like to lose my voice... welllll now that I KNOW! i dont want it to ever happen again. rin: stop talking el! u're turning me on!! [squirms. lol. shes high] and yet she continues talking to me! hahahahahahahahahahahah rin rin.. tsk2. make up your mind. do u wanna be turned on or not?? lol PW results came out today. i got a B. my entire group got the same mark. i feel indifferent. dunno if i should feel sad. or happy. i - we worked hard to get an A for PW. and yet. the class average was B. which means. our extra effort was sorta wasted. some ppl who didnt really put in the effort also got like a B. (not from MY group) bleagh. just talked to him earlier. couldnt talk for really long. like 2 mins. all i got was. 'today was damn fucked up. it sucked. i'll tell you tmr when there's more free time. dont talk for awhile ok. rest well. get well soon. i'll talk to u tmr. love u' hmph. not fair. guess i'll just have to wait tmr then. went out with merin, sandeep,hariz and kwang ming. met them. they came to my school. well merin is in my school so yeah. lol. went out for dinner. loads of fun. of course i lost my voice even more. strained myself too goddamn much. now im in a rut. I WANT MY VOICE BACK!!!!
Tuesday, 8 April 2008 Y 21:40 tmr blood donation day!!! i must not be afraid! i must not! i must overcome my fear of blood! lol. oh ya. must sign that stupid consent form thingy. blood...
Y 20:54 he's left for NS. and here i am stuck all alone without him. i mean i have my friends and family and all that. but him not being here feels REALLY weird. like no life. hah. i cant wait for this to be over. as in this first 2 weeks. i know its just the beginning and there'll be more 'lonely' times ahead. but. i mean to know that he'll be back soon. i guess helps me push on. now i need to find things to keep me occupied. but its just ironic. coz despite keeping myself occupied, my heart's still heavy. knowing he's around just that i cant like have any form of contact with him. its only day one. its been about alil more than 12 hours since he reported in. and god knows how many more hundred hours before he's out. damn it makes it sound like a jail term. lol. but its not. its NS. lol. prison enough. hahha im trying to make myself feel better.... cant wait for the agony to be over!!! [i shall upload pics really soon!]
Monday, 7 April 2008 Y 22:13 welllll. the homework pile is ever piling regardless of the fact that i've actually done some of the work.. but its just never ending!!! NOOOOOOO!! as of now i have -econs BOP tutorial -apgp tutorial [still havent done it. so screwed] -lit poetry presentation due tmr! -lit poetry : view outside your window. -gp essay. [another damn essay] -lit CA assignment due next friday -poetry CA assignment. coming up soon -gp review commentary -econs essay qn 3 amount of work done? -gp review commentary -lit poetry : view outside your window -econs essay qn 3 still LOADS more to go!!!! Sunday, 6 April 2008 Y 22:03 i really need to step up my game and start working my ass off.. and i mean really really start working hard. must cut down taking breaks during break time. and start using them to mug.!!! MUST! list of things to do: -econs qn 1 full essay -maths apgp tutorial -history template for marshall plan and berlin blockade -lit 'view outside your window' poem -econs qn 3 dissect and design -gp essay -lit essay assignment -lit poetry presentation -i cant even remember what else mannnnn... that's a damn lot! geez.. how to complete!!! too many things too little time. homework done: -econs qn 1 full essay -econs qn 3 dissect and design well at least i've got 2 things striked off my list. i still need to take pics with him! and he's leaving on tuesday!! aaahhhh! last day with him tmr!! boohooo... kk. must really take pics.. where's the paparazzi when you need them. lol!
Saturday, 5 April 2008 Y 19:54 1) At what age do you wish to marry? umm.. initially it was in 5 years when im 24. but now. i dunno anymore.. :( 2) What i want the most now? I WANT MY BOYFRIEND!! he's leaving on tuesday! boohooo.. 3) Who is the person you trust the most? a couple close friends and obviously my boyfriend. 4) Do you think you have enough confidence? umm.. at times. not always. 5) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? it would have to be the dream where i my life is all i want it to be from the people to the places. to the guy i love most. i wouldnt want it to always be wonderful and bliss. we need something to mess things up sometime to push us on in life from time to time u know. 6) Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain? yeah but it doesnt always happen.. 7) What are you afraid to lose the most now? the people in my life. each and every single one of them. they're the reason for my existence. without them i wouldnt be who i am. 8) Do you believe in eternity love? obviously!!!! god loves you no matter what unless of course you screw your own life. your parents will love you no matter what. friends? hmm.. tht'll be smth to think about.. 9) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? umm.. i might. when i pluck up my courage to. but til then, HELL NO! call me traditional, but i still want the guy to take the first step! 10) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. Syash -bubbly and crazy -can be pretty insightful (psst: it comes and goes! hahaha!) -she's so.. smiley! garfield! 11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? well i currently have my other half and he's the greatest. havent seen anyone better yet. so if anyone wants me (hah muker tk malu!), he had better be better than francis! :P 12) What type of person do you hate most? well, the kind who just cant see tht what they have right in front of them is good enough or even better than what others have! 13) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? that goes without saying... DUH!! 14) Do you believe in God? what a question. another DUH!! 15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life? Faith/Love. they're tied. 16) Do you find it is a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? well i already have one. and i dont see how i can go on without him. lol! 17) At this point of time, would you rather be a heart breaker or a heartbroken? neither.. i want to stay the way i am. which is neither. hah! 18) What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eyes? whatever they wanna see. but it better be good! lol. but the faults in me cant be helped. 19) Describe the person who tagged you in 6 words. Syash is full of bubbly goodness. yup! 20) The place you want to go the most with your loved ones? Heaven cos thts the end ultimately. unless you're saying you wanna go to hell.. :) Tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Rinn - hello darling! Aisyah - when u have the time Jolene - just do. lol Anisah- when u have the time too. Felina - try and get some sleep. it starts with sleeping earlier! Fadilah - i havent seen you in forever Dana - hello! Gloria - err... lol! Friday, 4 April 2008 Y 21:45 well its 3 more days before he's gone. he's going in on tuesday. so sad! *wails and cries* yeah. i mean i'll get to see him again soon. but there's a whole different issue surrounding it and all that.. for those like syash and rinn, u people know what i mean.. haiz. im tired of crying. but i cant help it.. well i went out with him today. went swimming. lol. that was so fun! then we had lunch at tong seng at bugis. hahaa all the way there to eat. then went back. went to the park and just sat facing the open sea just spending quality time. what's left of it. he's going in on tuesday and yet he still hasn't started packing. crazy bugger.! we tried taking photos today but it came out so wrong and disgusting.. haha. but i managed to snap a couple of his photos. ahahahahhaha! weeeeeeee~ still loving it!
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