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Sunday, 30 March 2008 Y 00:42 well.. the man united aston villa game is coming up. dunno if i wanna watch it. or do homework. lol. hmmm... maybe i'll watch. do alil homework now. then watch. the match is starting in about half an hour. i think. he's gonna be watching. since im waiting up for him. i might as well watch it as well. yup. the things we do..
Saturday, 29 March 2008 Y 16:18 im so in love with this song.. but kinda for the wrong reasons. "Pollen And Salt" You've left me with such a silent world, Where evenings are calm, but I'm restless And my breath has become as thin as the wind. Not even the mighty sky could fill the space you left behind Not even when it rains. No, nothing takes your place Your emptiness too great to fill. I have been holding my breath, For too many nights in a row, And somewhere on coastlines unknown to me You paint your dreams, With reds and blues and greens. Yea you're painting daffodils by the sea, Without me. Today in a breeze I sensed your perfume But you were nowhere near. And in reverie, I felt you holding me. And even in my dreams I shake from the fear Of truth being swept away By the rhythm of the waves I whisper in your ears. I have been holding my breath, For too many nights in a row, And somewhere on coastlines unknown to me You paint your dreams, With reds and blues and greens. Yea you're painting daffodils by the sea, Without me. I would give away The sweetest memories, If I could just be with you again. Be with you again. I have been holding my breath, For too many nights in a row, And somewhere on coastlines unknown to me You paint your dreams, With reds and blues and greens. Yea you're painting daffodils growing by the sea, Without me. Last night I dreamt you were with me, Finally I could breathe.
Y 16:09 well its been 2 days since the 1 and 1/2 years anniversary. yup. went out with him yesterday.. evening.. yup. we finally went to island creamery! yum! :P lol. yup he got the mudpie and i, the apple pie with ice cream.. hmm.. the little bits of heaven i can get. yeah then we were sitting around for abit. chilling and stuff. and we left. took 74 without knowing where it would bring us to hahahaha. yup. got off at dover mrt station. and took the train back to tampines where we had dinner. the thaksin beef noodles thingy. it was alrite. coming from someone who doesnt really like eating beef. yeah. one of his favourite foods! gotta remember that. i really should snap moments like these. really. should so have when we were at island creamery. damn. after that we went back la. lol. sat somewhere and had a talk for alil bit. hah ;P i got home at about 9.30. and he at 11? i think. he was gonna fetch his parents from the airport at 6am anyway. so he prolly wouldnt be sleeping much. im not sure if he's awake yet. he's prolly still asleep considering the lack of sleep he'd be getting. im still in love.
Thursday, 27 March 2008 Y 22:53 hey the week's been pretty bummed.. so sad.. i know thts life.. but i dont want it this way. haiz. why do i have to lose the very person im so in love with.? it's not that we cant stand each other.. we're still in love. but we know how it'll end. haiz. i havent cried so much in so long. why start again now? everyone's been telling me to take it easy and just enjoy whatever's left of it. trust me. im trying real hard. but its like a haunting shadow. ive never felt this low. not even when i found out i was getting retained. once we talked it out. and the harsh reality was made known. it was like i just died. like my soul sucked out. disembodied. just a body. without a purpose. i had to drag myself to school. at which i cried again. to my friends while telling them what happened. a side of me i've never revealed til now. i trying to focus as much as i can. i think im doing ok enough to get on with school. but its just when im alone and when im unable to immerse myself with the hype of the crowd is when i just lose myself. i just want him. no one else.
Monday, 24 March 2008 Y 12:57 well well well.. here i am stuck at home. wanted to go out with the boyfriend. but he had to paint the doors. aargh! annoyed really.. haiz. fine. be that way.! urgh.. so much for getting an mc.. i dunno whats up. but i've been getting annoyed easily at him these few days. i think im pms-ing. lol. well. guess i'll have to make the best of watever's left of the day. bleagh. about the tuition thingy.. no guarantees. we'll see how. i'll have to ask my parents alrite.. anyways, went for the x-ray earlier. already got the results. NO FRACTURE!! weeee.. lol it's gonna rain soon..! i hear thunder! yes! at least thts a reason for me to stay stuck at home.. bleagh~ yup so i'll be on light duty for a week! weee.. hahahhahahahhahahha! yay! sometimes i wonder how different things would be if i were single right now.. BUT! i dont really wanna know. its not like im not having a great time when im with him. sure we argue and stuff.. but hey thats life right.. :) Sunday, 23 March 2008 Y 23:44 wee..! man utd won!! 3-0 against liverpool.. hahx.. in your face iskandar..! :P hah.. yep. im still up. bleagh. that word's like my new catchphrase or something.. ahah! anyways, waiting to watch the arsenal chelsea match.. hope arsenal loses.. lol. actually it doesnt really matter. hah coz my team WON!!! super pumped right now. got so high the moment i flipped to channel 27 and cristiano ronaldo's face was in focus! *swoon* lol.. i completely went into dreamy mode. lol iskandar had to get me to snap out of it.. or he tried at least. he must be heartbroken.. im so sorry for your loss but hell yeah! kk sorry sorry. lol. arsenal-chelsea match starting.. and im off to do econs..! nite nite!
Y 16:43 taylor swift - i'd lie I don't think that passenger seat Has ever looked this good to me He tells me about his night And I count the colors in his eyes He'll never fall in love He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong And I don't think it ever crossed his mind He tells a joke, I fake a smile But I know all his favorite songs And I could tell you His favorite color's green He loves to argue Born on the seventeenth His sister's beautiful He has his father's eyes And if you ask me if I love him I'd lie He looks around the room Innocently overlooks the truth Shouldn't a light go on Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long And he sees everything black and white Never let nobody see him cry I don't let nobody see me wishin' he was mine I could tell you His favorite color's green He loves to argue Born on the seventeenth His sister's beautiful He has his father's eyes And if you ask me if I love him I'd lie He stands there, then walks away My God, if I could only say I'm holding every breath for you He'd never tell you But he can play guitar I think he can see through everything but my heart First thought when I wake up is My God, he's beautiful So I put on my make-up And pray for a miracle Yes, I could tell you His favorite color's green And he loves to argue Oh, and it kills me His sister's beautiful He has his father's eyes And if you ask me if I love him... if you ask me if I love him... I'd lie
Y 00:03 jo! i so do not have a new boyfriend in class....!! i'm gonna kill you.. btw, monday morning i wont be in school.. gonna go get an x-ray for my finger.. there might be a hairline crack so yeah.. bleagh..
Friday, 21 March 2008 Y 14:02 it's good friday y'all!! BUT~ i'm BORED!!!!! haiz.. dunno what to do. i should be out. not at home. i woke up today to find NO ONE was home. should have been good right? yeah in a way. but sucky. coz no one to talk to. just found out yesterday that one of my frenz - nerly, gonna shift house in a couple of months.. to yishun or something.. i'm like 'WHAT??' haiz.. i feel dead...
Thursday, 20 March 2008 Y 22:40 i think there's a fracture or a hairline fracture on my finger.. hmm.. haiz. guess i'll have to get it x-ray-ed and check it. yeah. hopefully it isnt THAT bad.. anyways, voodoo was missing. vamp was around. yup. its not so bad when vamp's alone without an ally.. hehe.. i wanna put pics up. BUT! my phone cable isn't working so i have no idea how im gonna transfer the pics over. i'll figure it out somehow. soon.. i hope. tomorrow's good friday!! which means... it's a HOLIDAY!! lol.. and good too since it'll mean a long weekend. except.. there's stuff to do.. bleagh. the first week of school's been quite a drag.. i think my class is building a bad reputation with our subject tutors. that ain't good. who to blame? us? or the teachers? hmm.. both? depending on the situation.. gp's a bore.. i want my pae teacher back.. rinnnn, share your gp tutor with my class.. we'll all be better off.. or else.. i cant imagine going through 2 years with her.. other than that, my whole body's been aching.. had to run 2.4 and stuff.. but of course i've had to run more than that.. tired. so tired. good thing i dont have tuition. as it is, it's already been quite a drain.. i'm quite surprised that im already lethargic and tired considering it's only the start of the year..
Wednesday, 19 March 2008 Y 18:04 ok.. this blog is officially open for view!!! LOL. thanks to rinn! for doing up the layout proper.. it like finally works.. heh. i'll make u manager of the layout for this blog. IF you don't mind.. lol. the only irritating thing is that my phone and this laptop - cant cooperate!!! bleagh.. or else there'd be more picz up here.. haiz.. need to get a cam.. a decent one. or watever at least one tht works.. as of today, i've seen some true colours of some ppl.. tsk2 not good.. to ADD to that.. i've been slacking. i dont mean to. but. its just been a tad bit overwhelming. yeah. like the sudden rush with the workload. starting to feel the pressure.. hmm.. good thing im not where im supposed to be.. must start working my butt off.. and SLEEPING EARLY!!
Sunday, 16 March 2008 Y 22:04 more pics from the marathon..  i have no idea what ainul was trying to do.. but it was hilarious..  i think she was trying to kill me..  she just couldnt stop eating.. hahha i swear she kept eating and eating.. lol.. school starts tmr. unfinished stuffs.. bleagh. screwed.. and there's PE tmr. dratz.. Y 12:42 well there wasn't much of a holiday to begin with.. yeah. and now tht this is the LAST day of the week's break. the panic rush should come anytime soon. the unfinished homework, assignments, yada, yada.. lol.
it's just started to rain. again. after like 2 days or so of no rain. i like it when it rains.. hmm.. nice to just chill and get cosy or something. lol. in bed or with a cup of hot drink or watching the movies at home.. hah. anyways, the new term starts tmr. a new term yet again. yup. haiz. alritey then. BYE! Y 02:20 hey hey! im like super bored. need someone to entertain me.. bleagh. need something engaging. damn life's a bore at the moment. where's my boyfriend when i need him?? some pics from the marathon!:  trust me.. it was messier than this!!  hmm.. munchy donuts. all cut up to bite size heh..  the few of us who could make it for the marathon.. there's one more who arrived later though..  all that poison.. as zaf would call them.. they're food really Wednesday, 12 March 2008 Y 11:08    some pics from the sentosa outing long over due above lolweee.... finally a movie marathon in forever.. going later at 12 plus.. marathon starts at 1! then syash cannot go pulak! haiz.. apelah.. belo.. hah. went out with the boyfriend yesterday. so fun! lol. but i've been having headaches for like the whole week.. getting kinda worrying lol. maybe its the weather.. i spose it is.. somebody treated me to munchy donuts the other day! yummy! hmmmm..donuts! lol. and i still have leftovers heh. bringing them to the marathon later.. wee... actually fonz wanted to meet again today.. but i've the marathon thingy. so i cant. then he got upset. lol. but he was just kidding to make me feel guilty. the idiot. lol. yet i still love him.. haha.. Monday, 3 March 2008 Y 19:39 well tutorials have begun.. thts a drag. and im already behind in my work... well SORTA.. yikes! had PE earlier. considering i havent entirely been running. i'd say i did pretty ok. lolz. yeah. and i didnt go for hockey again. hmm.. i shall start going on wednesday.. or else i aint gonna pull myself out of this lazy cycle.. my timetable's not too bad actually.. unlike SOME people i know whose curriculum ends at like 5[!] everyday. pretty sucky huh.. ahaahahahahhahaahha!! sorry just couldnt resist it.! :P other than tht i think everyone else's is pretty ok.. its kinda weird to know tht everyone in class is pretty much taking the same subjects unlike what happened last year and early this year during PAE when everything was so messed up.. lol. oh well..
Saturday, 1 March 2008 Y 22:01 already checked out the timetable. pretty ok i guess.. except the fact that i have PE on consecutive days.. bleagh.. other than tht there's quite a number of breaks.. god.. i hope tht wouldn't be an open door to slack! annnnnnd i have to start going for hockey.. lol. havent been going in awhile. life's been a bore ......
Y 00:07 went shopping again today bought 2 new pairs of shoes! weee... lol they were on sale. but now i have to pay the boyfriend back.. heh. then we went to watch meet the spartans. stupid show. i think the 8 bucks was pretty much wasted. yup. then just went to check out the new timetable. its pretty ok i guess. except for the long breaks. which can be useful but when there's really nothing to do it'll really suck. coz i might just end up playing cards. bad influence. tsk2. already synchronised all my common breaks with the rest for easy meet-ups. lol. i shall be posting up pics soon. once i can get the lappy to work with me and for me. lolz.! other than tht life's a drag.......
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