What a Paradox-ed World we live in..

2008-06-17T19:48:00.003+08:00

i've shifted to livejournal after being put under pressure haha.

look me up at http://imely.livejournal.com/

yup2! cheers! :))
regine also shifted. lol!
i may be still maintaining this blog so yeah. i'll keep you people updated. :)

productive? i think so.

2008-06-17T14:14:00.002+08:00

well yesterday was mugging session with rinn at mccafe, downtown east. when i arrived, like it was packed with people i assume to be MJC-ians. like sheesh, go and mug elsewhere already. like school?? leave the public places to the other peoples already. so we decided to go walk around for abit to calm ourselves down from the fact that everyone else is mugging in mccafe. so yeah. we walked to cheers only to walk back in the opposite direction to ntuc only to walk back to get lunch from mac's like really wasting time.! hah~

so we ate lunch, bitched and ranted about god knows what! jinx, you owe me a soda! hah. in sync. lol. so cool.haha. yup. well i already gave her her soda in the form of a double cheeseburger where i had the honour of watching her eat and swallow the sour pickle that's found in the burger! whee~ haha. people watching and more. but hey, we still did work! i did half about 10 questions? she did graphing techniques. lol. so yeah. yup2.

then we didnt wanna do work already since it was like 9 plus, so then she got SUPER hyper. coz we were talking about what if the world was only left with 2 people. hah. francis as king of the world and me. lol. baby ellys and baby francis-es freaky! lol. baby elly no1 wants baby elly no29. haha. ask daddy to come back! hahaha. like DAMN hilarious!!

i swear study sessions with rinn totally rock. not that study sessions arent as fun. heh. ;P

Fighting neighbours. stupid much?

2008-06-16T11:28:00.002+08:00

its 11.30am and my 3rd floor neighbours are fighting. like wtf! so bloody vulgar. guess what its about? coz the opposite house went to pour water out his house and the water like flowed to the front of her house or smth. like oh come on. its just water. not like he poured some kind of disease at her door. shit man. so petty. and she's like still at it. its been going on for about 15 mins? haha. its short but irritating. like omg. ITS JUST WATER.
this is the first time my neighbours fought. last time it was my family and the 3rd floor neighbour just below us. that was because his family just shifted in and there was this maid who was like throwing stuff out the window. like baby diapers and curry, stuff like that. like gross much! yeah so the 3rd floor neighbour thought it was my family who threw stuff down. like hello, our kitchen window had stains of the crap the 7th or smth floor maid threw out the window. when he saw that it wasnt us, he damn paisey after that. haha. serves you right. get some bloody evidence before you come charging at someone.
goodness gracious they're still at. she rather. why's she being such a bitch?? she's using words like 'siao char bor' and 'chi bai' etc. i have no idea how to spell them so, pardon me if i mispelt them. haha.
oooh~ it's quiet now. yay! i think its temporarily over. haha. i bet if this guy makes anymore wrong moves, she's gonna kill him or smth. haha. like its just water now and she's sreaming and shouting at him at the top of her lungs as if he threw a flower pot at her face. haha. imagine. if he obstructed her house with smth else? sheesh.
i mean i know the anger level of s'poreans are going lower so they're more irritable. but to stoop down to such a level, sheesh. there's really a problem at hand. forgive and forget? let bygones be bygones? people! don't be so petty! there's really no need to fight over poured water. it'll dry off. not like it's gonna drown someone!

2008-06-15T21:01:00.002+08:00

I FEEL FREAK-ASS HANDICAPPED!!!!

why?

my phone died on me! officially~ sheesh. just when i was texting my boyfriend and my tutor. like wtf! now im stuck with no phone. shit man. i think my phone upset with me or smth. so happened yesterday i saw the new htc touch diamond and i said i fell in love with it and wanted it and then today my phone decides to die. bleagh. i want to die.

like currently im using my bro's phone. bloody hell pathetic i tell you.

and my mum had the cheek to say go find for cheap 2nd hand phone la. 2nd HAND?!

i'm sorry to say but i don't do second-hands. no offence to anyone. not that im a brat or whatever. its just that i have used 2nd hand phones before. and they're screwed up. well to begin with thats exactly why people don't want them right? like urgh~

i want the damn htc touch diamond. and fast.! but its like half a grand! urgh~ i wouldnt even mind promising that if i screw up this phone i'd pay for the next one myself. i seriously wouldnt mind. i think.

man. i'm desperate! can anyonelend me a phone?. i seriously wouldnt mind. like thanks a mil!

htc touch diamond, u're on my list. unless a better htc phone comes out, imma buy you no matter what!

2008-06-13T22:23:00.002+08:00

ok.. the june holidays are ending in like a WEEK!!! omg! then exams are gonna start!

one word!

PANIC!

another word!

DIE!

lol.

anyways, rinn and me met up earlier and catched up on stuff. on our private lives etc.. yeah. like it's been forever since i saw her! haha yeah. talked, bitched and talked summore.

fudge cake, mochi and double choc! yum!

lol. i ended up not doing much neither did she lol. she only copied my notes unto hers. and then we tried to do some work but i got stuck and it didnt help i had a headache. prolly due to sleeping at 5am! haha. y?? ermm~ lol!

i'm meeting the boyfriend tmr! YAY-ness! missed him so much over the week. lol. we're supposed to go to the zoo tmr! hahahahah. yup. but we may not be able to get our free tix. so we'll see how. if we can't go then i dunno what we're gonna do. especially when mandai is SOOOOOOO out of the way. sheesh!

ok.

cannot slack anymore for the rest of the week. im screwed~! im otherwise screwed already anyway! hahah. haiz. prepare for my death? or fight it? i say FIGHT! i need to pass at least!

. .

2008-06-05T23:12:00.002+08:00

the best things in life are taken away when you most enjoy them.
most of the time you don't realise them until its gone.
life goes on no matter what, so do the people whether they want to or not.

new friends made, old ones possibly forgotten.
no matter the difference
i'll try to remember all of you no matter what

2008-06-04T19:00:00.005+08:00

PICs from before manifest 08

i just love this pic. so niceee.. right??

we were trying to block out someone from spoiling the pic. haha. we did a real good job. we filled the entire pic right syash?! lol! :P

me and cute zaffy zuck. i dunno why she says calling her that is wrong. lol. its just daffy duck with a 'z' to replace the 'd's. yup! oh wellz, she's still lovely anyway..

lol! no words can explain this. HAHA! :))

i CANNOT wait for FRIDAY!

WEEEEEEE~!

weeeeeeeee~!

wEEeeeEE~!

hahaha

yup! so cannot wait! right bunny?

overnighting somewhere.. heehee.

asked the boy to bring me clubbing BUT he doesnt dance. bleagh~ what a waste. he only goes clubs to drink. a huge NO-NO for me. so wasted. i don't think he wants to risk me dancing on the dance floor alone anyway. besides it would mean us going back by cab.. heh. but nope. will not waste money..

today ao3 people went to have dinner to celebrate sha's birthday. i'm so sorry i couldnt be there.
y?
coz i couldnt go. and i'm broke. so broke no words can explain. sheesh. tsk2.

i'll try to get something for sha. to make up for my absence. but no promises ok baby. lol. i don't even know why i called you that. hahaha.anyways! HAPPY 17th! try not to grow up ok!. lol! :P

then. today. did the same thing again. BAD bad! wanted to go study when zaf called so i said ask rin along etc.. then called rin, no answer, msged her, got a reply saying that she's mugging at T3 with the manifest people. so yeah. msged zaf and cancelled.. haiz. oh wellz.. so yeah. gonna go study with jarred tmr at orchard library. i know there's a library there. but never been there. weee. hahaha. yup! jarred asked jo along. but she couldn't make it. dunno y. havent asked. yup. so hopefully tmr's study session is productive. prolly gonna do maths again. sian. i might head to school first to get my great ex book. or maybe i should get it on friday. before i meet the boy at least i can go read while waiting. lol.it'll be for a few hours so yeah. or maybe i can meet somebody or smth. we'll see.

2008-06-03T22:14:00.001+08:00

ok. today was just a completely UNproductive day!

urgh~!

just mucked around like a loser. lol. maybe i am.. haha. but i'd rather not know i am. heh.

lol!

need to start mugging!

2008-05-31T22:14:00.001+08:00

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

2008-05-31T21:36:00.004+08:00

one acronym!
OMG!
i found out my tutor's ONLY 22! *melts*
lol i sorta 'went out' with him just now. lol. it only happened because we were both taking the train. him to city hall and me to outram. damn. should have met francis at city hall. lol. yeah. we talked for quite alot during the train ride. from dressing to even flirting. lol. then he was mentioning something like he thinks he's cute[!] lol. then i was like laughing and stuff. and... hahaha. like having a really good time. lol. yeah. like SO FUN! lol. yeah. then he was saying something like 'faster go learn spanish.. i need someone to converse in spanish with..' like weeee! haha! *jumps up and down grinning widely!* lol
yup! wanna know more ask me k? [esp about the flirting thing!] lol! :)))

one sentence!
yesterday's performance was the BOMB! lol
you people totally rocked the house down!
it was so gerek. rugi sesiapa yang tak pergi! lol.
you guys did a really wonderful job! like congrats! all your hard work and effort and time esp staying back til like super late in school to rehearse have NOT gone to waste!
congratualtions! lol :))
*syash! send me pics!!!!

2008-05-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

wee.. MANIFESTASI is coming up! excited! *jumps up and down!* lol. if the coast is clear. imma going to syash's house to get ready.. weee fun! fun! like want to siap for prom like that hahaha.! but its not even prom. lol! yup. if we cant go to syash's place, we need a place to get ready..

any volunteers??? :)

2008-05-28T12:32:00.001+08:00

ok. should so have NOT gone to school. waste my time only. yeah. anyways, there's training today at 4pm. like superr lazy to go. shall i? shall i not? hmm... we'll see how. :P

2008-05-27T21:58:00.003+08:00

OK!
RSGs listen up!
the chalet thing is pushed to after promos. so WORK HARD people so the celebration at the end of the year is worth the long wait. the details of the chalet are as of NOW are it'll most prolly be in NOVEMBER, prolly the 2nd or 4th week. yeah. since it'll be the school holidays yet again then, we will have to book way earlier. So! as for money concerns, i'll only be collecting 20 bucks MAX! ok. the extras like the ones that you people may wanna bring over for the chalet, that is fully paid by you ok? ok. so it'll be at SENTOSA as far as the chalet is concerned now. that's all for now. any added details i'll keep you posted! :)
cheers. study hard people!

2008-05-26T16:20:00.002+08:00

afternoon east siders,

its supposed to be the june hols, BUT! we have to go back to school. why call it a holiday when you still have to see your teachers. i mean not that i mind. but come on. we truly need a break from school! urgh. anyways, just got home bout 3 plus? around there.. came back from bowling.. like FINALLY!! with regine, alicia, shahidah, sheena, jarred and claudia. yup. had a hell of time. then some small boys lol underaged rather were trying to hit on shahidah. ahaha yup. she played really bimbotic-ly hahaha. yeah. then went to yoghurt place. before that went to have lunch at ljs with hani, gloria and jia jia together with the rest of us. yup. then at yoghurt place, we played this pig game or heart attack or smth. lol. and jarred and alicia ended up the losers lol. so they had to do a forfeit. and do this roaring thing holding some paper with the 'RAWR' and a random number on it. and they were supposed to do it at the new urban male shop. LOL! so funnily embarrassing. lol! i dunno if regine or claudia managed to video it. but yeah. it was damn hilarious!

will upload pics soon.! it was a waste jolene wasnt there. it would have been even more fun.. lol! :))

2008-05-25T10:59:00.004+08:00

good morning upper east siders,

the holidays have begun, and its supposedly summer! take out your bikinis, let your hair down, have a hell of a time with your girlfriends, boyfriends, scandals and more.

there's a mass CLEO bikini shoot

21st june 2008

1.30pm - 5pm
siloso beach, sentosa

bring your hottest sexiest bikini!

it's gonna be super cool! tug-of-war with CLEO's most eligible bachelors! hotness! haha. mini massages, and more pampering treats
first 500 to arrive gets a pair of havaianas and diamond studs for the slippers!
anyone up for it? lol

me!me! but hmm... its gonna be in secret if i actually go! ahahha

RSGs listen up!
the chalet thingy would be soon. i think. lol. i've still yet to get the date. but i think it'll be at sentosa. i know lynn probably cant go. but pls try to get your parents' permission! the rest of you too! actually me included. ahahx yeah. francis is getting his dad to book the chalet so we the organisers[me n him] lol, u guys too sorta, will only get to know the available dates on monday. for u guys on tuesday. yeah. it'll be the earliest possible fri-sat date. so yeah. when the results are out. let me know the verdict! ok?

til then, enjoys the june hols ppl. work hard study hard! we cant afford any slip-ups!

xoxo
ely!
lol

2008-05-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

exams tmr!

2008-05-20T11:22:00.003+08:00

pics from the vesak day holiday

do not disturb me when im on the phone lol!

our phone-ies lol..

i just like this pic alot!!! :))) yes2~ credits to RINN for the candid shot. hahx!

lol. i need to crop the door out. lol. the monster will come out and kick my ass-k.. hahhahaah

mmm.. double chocolate frappe. i like :))

strawberry ice blended i think, sushi and double choc frappe. yum!

rinny trying to work the psp. lol! but she FAILED!! hahahahha

2008-05-19T21:58:00.002+08:00

the entire weekend was actually pretty productive.

friday evening was umm shall we say, BORING?! ok maybe not entirely! good effort. except for the fact that it was a bbq with no bbq-ed food at 10pm. yes! no bbq-ed food at 10pm! lol. but it was fun on the whole. played twister, homemade hockey style. lol. and truth or dare 007 style. uber fun bonding or fill in session rather. had a mini cake fight too! lol. yes, i had cake on me! yuck! but fun! lol. played soccer too. uber fun-ness! yeah. then hammy aka hamburger monster, yuni and raudha wanted to overnight. yeah. but i didnt bring anything with me[it didnt exactly help matters that all i had was 14 bucks, my ezlink and cashcard lol! and i was carrying an ice lemon tea 1.5litre bottle and one of the school's balls!] yup! so i left for home at 1am.

saturday was a bummer. but it was productive. lol. i actually got to studying for

econs. yup! productive thanks to the boyfriend. ahah! yup. we were supposed to go out. but i woke up at like 1pm and we still couldnt decide where to go at 2.30 so like forget it! haha

sunday was bliss! met the bf~ like finally after forever.! then we went to cityhall, marina square. had lunch at subway lol. so his PTI. damn fucker of a guy. yeah. then we went for a movie! weeee~ lol watched what happens in vegas! darn good movie. it was funny! lol! :D yup2! then in the evening, met up with Rinn!! lol. had a bitch fest! hahha super funnn!!! then we met gee and jammy while we were walking around ehub! lol!

today! zomg! lol
we went from downtown to tamp to hunt for sushi. lol! landed at mccafe in both locations.lol.
weee.. saw hafiz today! at mccafe dte! *swoon* at long last.. lol. think his friends noticed. haha what do i care! i like him ALOT! hhahah! at tamp, Rinn saw this guy she liked! hahhaah. double chocolate at mccafe is heaven! took pics lol. camwhore siaoz!

we need to do more mellow mindless stuffs!

2008-05-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

fine.

updated.

i hope.

well. its nearin the end of the school term. like yessssssssssssssssss! hahah but the never ending pile of work seems to have a bottomless pit. lol. things just keep coming. are these teachers crazy or what??

anyways, the weekend usually mean one thing, FRANCIS! lol. yup cant wait.

im trying to plan something to surprise him. sometime real soon. buttttt got so many things coming up i dunno if i'd have the time or money. lol. so hopefully things'll go smoothly.

MANIFESTASI 08 is coming up! can't wait!! lol. band and combined guitar concert like the day after that. but i'll be out with francis so im really sorry jo and jarred. heh.

actually i dunno what to write la.

oh there's a bbq coming up tmr. that i havent paid for or done my part. dieee! lol. im thinking if i should go to school tmr. like so cant be bothered to esp since i end at 10am! bleagh. maybe i should just not come. that might be good. lol.

i still dunno what to do for the weekend.

rinn!! dont forget to update on u know what!!!

scandalous things just push me to go further. lol!

2008-05-07T16:54:00.003+08:00

i know people change. have i? i dunno. maybe i have. or maybe people just seem to be taking me the wrong way. i say one thing and they think the other. one tries to help but gets taken as being sarcastic.

im sorry to say this but i thought jc was more sheltered than poly. maybe im wrong? or are people just oblivious of reality? maybe even immature or petty.

its ironic how things happen and i try to better things instead i get shit for all that i do. even those i didnt do. so now. i dunno what to do.

ironic?

yes.

nobody dies a virgin coz life screws you.

2008-05-03T11:12:00.003+08:00

2008-05-02T18:53:00.002+08:00

ok. i hope this works. uploading a vid for the first time. hope it works! and if it does, well enjoy!

yup2. this was my house, Eagle's cheer routine. we should have won. we are victorious in our right. the judges just don't how to judge. maybe we did it too well and perfect that it came across as easy? maybe they thought stunts weren't a part of cheerleading.! lol. anyways, what you think makes cheerleading is your own verdict. but its not just about dance or just stunts. its both. but if you have good stunts, doesnt that give you the cutting edge?

well you decide. enjoy!

hope you enjoyed it! :))

sports meet 2008

2008-04-30T19:24:00.002+08:00

i just wanna kill the judges for cheerleading today! bleagh. how can eagle not win?!?!??!?!?!?!!!! maybe we didnt have a great dance rountine but it was good enough! and dont get me started on the stunts. and yet they said out stunts looked fucking easy [at least tht's what our sources say]. fuck! we did a friggin liberty, elevator and more! shit we MADE it look easy. tht was how freaking perfect it was! and so synchronised too.. this whole cheer thing completely upped the entire rivalry thing.! and its SO ON! next year. we're gonna bring it! urgh!!!

i am sooo posting the pics and stunts we did for our routine. and if i can get hold of the video of our routine. im loading it. hah!

boo that freak!

Happy 18th babe!

2008-04-27T10:52:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Aisyah!

somebody's 18 already! hah.

full adult much?

anyways, im so sorry i wasnt there when your birthday celebration in school was going on. i still havent gotten you your present. lol! it'll come soon.

i promise.

but i have NO IDEA what to get you!! bleagh. i'll come up with something. ahah.

ok. that aside!

wee~ yesterday was super fun!

cheer practice wsa great! we finally got the stunts done! like yes!

finally! we actually have a shot at winning this.

wait.

we CAN win this!

i heard from a little birdie that phoenix's stunts is pretty bleagh. like their pyramid is like 4 guys on their 4s as base. and u can pretty much figure the rest. heron's doing slutty moves. i think. lol.

NO OFFENCE to my ex-house.

falcon's cheer is going nowhere. no progress. or so i heard. heard their committee in itself has problems. like with the house captain or smth. yeah.. dont know about hawk. tht one no news. seagull is having problems too.. like internal problems among the cheerleaders. lol! problems2. suddenly it seems like eagle is actually progressing. and progressing well! GO EAGLE!

*in the most bitchified tone* LOL!

yeah. so i left cheer prac alil earlier. i kinda regret it. but couldnt keep the boy waiting can i. apparently during cheer. sparks flew. hehe. not fair.

but i think practice yesterday wouldnt be half as productive if JEREMY aka JAM from MJ hadnt come and helped us with the stunts.

of course credits to kim too. for working together with jam. yup.

he is rather cute i have to admit.

lol in his own way of course. ahahahahha.

im actually kinda excited for sports meet now that we know what we're up against. lol.

know where your enemies weakness lies to know where strength is.

lol. taken from bring it on 3. ahaha i think. yup.

wish i'd taken pics tho. hmph. this is exactly why I NEED A CAM!! urgh~

the day ended so well yesterday.

i miss him now.

haiz.

2008-04-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

today wasnt exactly the best day i've had. but i've had things that happened cheer me up. like the boyfriend coming back from camp. the friends in school and all that. home wasnt that great. but yeah.

anyways, just finished sydney white. omg! it so rocks!! and im totally addicted to GOSSIP GIRL!!!! its so i dunno! super addictive. lol! yeah. and im like hooked on to yesterday by leona lewis. its a sad song i guess.. but yeah. its still nice.!

im soooo looking forward to meeting the boy tmr. there's also cheerleading practice and kidsread tmr morning. it'll be fun. hopefully. i'd cross my fingers if i could. but i cant. lol!

hating the life yet loving it!

oh the irony

2008-04-23T18:13:00.002+08:00

urgh~ my life is gone. wait! i DON'T have a life to begin with! hah!

my days are just home-school-home[homework]-school-home. and the list is never ending. except for the weekly 'escapades' with my darling.. otherwise my life is seriously just school and home. sucks right! yessss! tell me about it! i didn't feel this stressed with school last year. its crazy! these people are crazy! im tired! and sick! my cough has still not recovered and it would be 2 weeks already! its irritating to have to cough. especially when i start to cough til i like GAG!!!! so sickening.!

not to mention the assignments and projects.. work, work and MORE work!

its only thanks to the people in school who're my friends that makes school worth going. in a way. i mean i like my subject combi now. but still. its a silent killer.

i want my boyfriend!

now.!

surprise me with flowers baby!

it would be even better if you could stay the night.

but we both know it can never happen.

2008-04-22T22:58:00.002+08:00

hello! hello!

today was such a tiring day! wanted to just die. soooo tired! and i just realised that there's no math tmr. i mean its math lect la. thank god!

yeah but i've got like gp and econs due tmr. i shall do it at 4am! weee~ regine also gonna get up at 4am later. 4.30 rather.

cheer practice today was actually pretty i dunno whats the word for it. but we sorta managed to do stunts and the guys were so cute! lol. esp polar bear. ahahhhah. so cuteeee!

there's cheer prac again. yup. so yeah. in a way im tired. but cheer brings out the bimbo-ness out of me! lol!

i want a digi cam toooo!

2008-04-20T17:48:00.002+08:00

ok. i just realised there's more work than i thought there was. so this is the reviewed list of things to do hah

-lit handmaid's tale essay assignment
-lit great ex mind map of themes
-gp reading log
-gp compre
-gp readings
-gp project [mass media case study of three countries - censorship]
-gp podcast [bleagh]
-math apgp assignment [i dunno how to do!!!]
-math MI tutorial
-econs BOP & ER tutorial [i have to present on it!]
-hist essay [redo!]

upcoming tests:
econs subject test on tuesday evening at 5
and i have cheer prac tmr from 5-7pm!

just let me die already!

2008-04-20T13:55:00.002+08:00

i am tired.

my whole body's aching.

and im shivering.

i do not know why.

the cinema just across the street to mine is OPEN!! wootwoot~yay. can like go watch movie anytime! lol

things to do:
-lit essay assignment!
-econs BOP,ER tutorial [im supposed to present on it!! urgh~!]
-math apgp assignment!
-cheer practice tmr from 5-7pm
-hockey 4.30-7pm
school ends at 5pm
how am i supposed to split myself???

lesson of everyday: STOP PROCRASTINATING!!!!!

ely! wake up! u cant afford anymore slip ups!!!

i dont wanna go to school-

2008-04-19T19:15:00.002+08:00

hey y'all! lol. i am in such a good mood. i think! lol. my baby booked out of camp yesterday. and we went for dinner at pizza hut at causeway point. yeah. i went all the way there just to see my baby! lol. the things i do for love. tight hugs and kisses.

it was like VIP treatment i tell you at pizza hut. lol. coz we were the last to arrive and join the queue. but we got our seats first coz we were table for 2 hhaahaha. and the other group had to wait coz there wasnt any tables for them. wakakakkaak. yeah. dinner was served real quick. like we ordered at 9.15pm. and we got our orders at 9.25pm? yeah. coz we left the place at like 9.40 or 9.45pm so yeah. super quick!

but i dont really like eating at pizza hut. not coz the food's not good. but coz the service tax is ridiculous! i cant stand it. we had to pay like $44 coz of the $7 tax. nuts right???? when actually what we ate only costed $35!!! bleagh

then we were gonna go down to the bus interchange to take 168 coz thts the quickest way back yeah. but i was coughing so hard to the point that i felt like vomiting out all that i just ate. yeah! so he asked me how much i had. which was 10 bucks. so he passed me $20 and said forget it. go take a cab back. lol. i didnt want to coz i mean its like i havent used enough of his cash already so yeah. but the cab ride back was good i guess. i managed to get a nap. yeah. and stopped coughing. thank god. yeah

but i owee so much to him for a great end to the day.

i love you!

oh and today i had newspaper collection. yup super fun! it was like mini bonding session. and mini class outing. lol. the 2 musketeers werent there. lol! for those who understand, yesssss! they were NOT there. ahahahhahahaha. yeah. we managed to finish evrything by 12.30pm? yeah. then went to meet francis again today. yay! to make up for all that we've missed out on. yup. then we were supposed to go celebrate ainul's birthday at pasir ris park. but we met up after that. at whitesands and had ice kachang. shit lah i forgot i have a cough then i still go eat ice kachang. kene marah sey. by francis lah duh. who else.

it was so superrr fun today. coz my parents and brother's are not here! weee.. they went KL. yup. i had newspaper collection so couldnt go! weeeeee~lol

omg. and then while playing with ainul's windmill, i accidentally broke it. sorta. i managed to fix it. but. bleagh. SORRY!!! really tk sengaje!!!! :(

anyways, ainul like came over to my place then watched klakar rabak again. just for then fun of it. but im bloggin while watching so not really playing attention. hahhahah

today was super fun. had a great time with the boy and the girls!!!

loves..

2008-04-15T23:43:00.001+08:00

sorry la. i'll go find LEAF pics then put it here k! ahhha. the zipped file that nis gave me like tk guna. coz i try to click it open and it wouldnt! bleagh.

sianz~

2008-04-15T20:12:00.003+08:00

omg! yesterday was like super crazy can!! alicia had a damn good time just clicking the button to snap the pic la!! she cam whore freak i tell you! we took like god knows how many photos. lol.

we were like damn stressed or smth. the cam-whoring totally drained us. lol like stress reliever like that. hahhahahahah!

the pics says it all.. it was nuts. but we were like super high and happy. considering life has been really stressful in school. speaking of which, i've got like history essay, lit essay and math to do! bleagh~

we shall do this again someday y'all. super fun and stress relieving!!! weee~

cheerleading today was super fun! taught the GUYS the steps. they actually got the gist of it real quick. although they werent really fluid but i mean hey, they are GUYS after all. lol! but it was damn fun.

yeah and i didnt go for hockey. again. sheesh.

2008-04-13T10:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday had such a disappointing end. he's smoking again. this sucks. urgh. and he wasnt even in remorse about it. i know its just him being him. the honest and frank him. i appreciate that from him coz at least he's not hiding it from me. but its just that i dont like smokers. urgh. im just hoping he'll stop once he's out. haiz.

replies to tags:

rinn: shit now im scared to lose my voice again. lol. so deprived of speech.

jo: lol. classes will be so different without u too!

regine: yeah flyer distribution was kinda fun.. i guess. but yeah didnt expect to meet certain houses.

jo and rinn: the two of u uh. can make me cry sia. hhahahahaha

i need to catch up on work! aaargh!

2008-04-12T19:48:00.002+08:00

well.. maybe its just me but alot of people seem to be in a bad mood. or rather feeling really down.

jo and rinn, i know the PW results were fucked up. unfair and all.

fel, the stupid woodblock is SOOO not worth it. he's not worth anything. not worth your tears, your blood, your pain, your anything. he's just NOT worth it. i know all of us have said time and time again. but i mean i know what it feels like to have ppl coming up to you saying tht its not worth it and all. so yeah i feel your pain. cliche but yeah. im not tht great with words when it comes to comforting. all i can do is give u a hug or lend you my shoulder for you to cry on. there's only so much i can do. and only so much the rest of us as friends can do. ultimately, u decide for yourself. after that. whatever you decide if u think it makes u happy then im ok with it. so long as u dont put yourself in danger of any sort.

jo, i dunno how's things between u, voodoo and vamp lately. its either been quitened down. or things have been happening and u havent been telling me enough. lol. but if anything, u know i'll always be there.

rinn, u mentioned yesterday u finally talked to that sotong. i dunno if it was a heart-to-heart talk or another stoned conversation. im so sorry about what happened for PW. im so sorry i couldnt be there. so so sorry.

i know everyone has their own set of problems.

but thts life.

i wish it could be easier.

but its not.

2008-04-12T14:12:00.002+08:00

had flyer distribution earlier. luckily it didnt rain. only when we were on the way back home. yup. and now im having a slight headache. shall go shower soon. hah.

and apparently, the new downtown east has opened!!!!!! yay!!! cinema open also i think. that's what i heard uh. im gonna go check it out with LEAF later at about 4! yay!

the long awaited LEAF outing! yessa~! hopefully we take pics. then i can go add pics on here.! yay! yup! shall go get ready soon!!!!!

oh! then during the newspaper collection flyer distribution, gloria and myself were doing most of the houses together. then! we weere knocking on this one door. looked abit odd. eccentric even maybe. lol. guess whose house it was?? MS SAHIDAH's haahahahahahahha. super funny! she just showered when we knocked on her door. SO FUNNY! then i was with pamela i think, and wee knocked on this other door and guess whose house it was?? HISYAM's! ahhahaha that one even worse. HAVENT SHOWERED! lol.

the random unexpected things that occur.

2008-04-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

I DID IT!

the blood donation thingy..

weee... not scared anymore. i think. heh.

yeah.

guess what? i lost my voice!!!!! now i feel so deprived of speech. the feeling sucks like fuck! bleagh. guess my wish FINALLY came true. i've been wanting to know what it feels like to lose my voice... welllll now that I KNOW! i dont want it to ever happen again.

rin: stop talking el! u're turning me on!! [squirms. lol. shes high]

and yet she continues talking to me!

hahahahahahahahahahahah

rin rin.. tsk2. make up your mind. do u wanna be turned on or not?? lol

PW results came out today.

i got a B.

my entire group got the same mark.

i feel indifferent.

dunno if i should feel sad. or happy.

i - we worked hard to get an A for PW. and yet. the class average was B. which means. our extra effort was sorta wasted. some ppl who didnt really put in the effort also got like a B. (not from MY group)

bleagh.

just talked to him earlier. couldnt talk for really long. like 2 mins.

all i got was.

'today was damn fucked up. it sucked. i'll tell you tmr when there's more free time. dont talk for awhile ok. rest well. get well soon. i'll talk to u tmr. love u'

hmph. not fair.

guess i'll just have to wait tmr then.

went out with merin, sandeep,hariz and kwang ming.

met them. they came to my school. well merin is in my school so yeah. lol.

went out for dinner. loads of fun. of course i lost my voice even more. strained myself too goddamn much. now im in a rut.

I WANT MY VOICE BACK!!!!

2008-04-08T21:40:00.001+08:00

tmr blood donation day!!! i must not be afraid! i must not! i must overcome my fear of blood! lol. oh ya. must sign that stupid consent form thingy.

blood...

2008-04-08T20:54:00.003+08:00

he's left for NS.

and here i am stuck all alone without him. i mean i have my friends and family and all that. but him not being here feels REALLY weird. like no life. hah.

i cant wait for this to be over. as in this first 2 weeks.

i know its just the beginning and there'll be more 'lonely' times ahead. but. i mean to know that he'll be back soon. i guess helps me push on. now i need to find things to keep me occupied.

but its just ironic. coz despite keeping myself occupied, my heart's still heavy. knowing he's around just that i cant like have any form of contact with him.

its only day one. its been about alil more than 12 hours since he reported in. and god knows how many more hundred hours before he's out.

damn it makes it sound like a jail term. lol. but its not. its NS. lol. prison enough. hahha

im trying to make myself feel better....

cant wait for the agony to be over!!!

[i shall upload pics really soon!]

2008-04-07T22:13:00.002+08:00

welllll. the homework pile is ever piling regardless of the fact that i've actually done some of the work.. but its just never ending!!! NOOOOOOO!!

as of now i have
-econs BOP tutorial
-apgp tutorial [still havent done it. so screwed]
-lit poetry presentation due tmr!
-lit poetry : view outside your window.
-gp essay. [another damn essay]
-lit CA assignment due next friday
-poetry CA assignment. coming up soon
-gp review commentary
-econs essay qn 3

amount of work done?
-gp review commentary
-lit poetry : view outside your window
-econs essay qn 3

still LOADS more to go!!!!

2008-04-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

i really need to step up my game and start working my ass off.. and i mean really really start working hard. must cut down taking breaks during break time. and start using them to mug.!!! MUST!

list of things to do:

-econs qn 1 full essay

-maths apgp tutorial

-history template for marshall plan and berlin blockade

-lit 'view outside your window' poem

-econs qn 3 dissect and design

-gp essay

-lit essay assignment

-lit poetry presentation

-i cant even remember what else

mannnnn... that's a damn lot! geez.. how to complete!!! too many things too little time.

homework done:

-econs qn 1 full essay

-econs qn 3 dissect and design

well at least i've got 2 things striked off my list.

i still need to take pics with him! and he's leaving on tuesday!! aaahhhh! last day with him tmr!! boohooo... kk. must really take pics..

where's the paparazzi when you need them. lol!

2008-04-05T19:54:00.002+08:00

1) At what age do you wish to marry?
umm.. initially it was in 5 years when im 24. but now. i dunno anymore.. :(

2) What i want the most now?
I WANT MY BOYFRIEND!! he's leaving on tuesday! boohooo..

3) Who is the person you trust the most?
a couple close friends and obviously my boyfriend.

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
umm.. at times. not always.

5) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
it would have to be the dream where i my life is all i want it to be from the people to the places. to the guy i love most. i wouldnt want it to always be wonderful and bliss. we need something to mess things up sometime to push us on in life from time to time u know.

6) Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
yeah but it doesnt always happen..

7) What are you afraid to lose the most now?
the people in my life. each and every single one of them. they're the reason for my existence. without them i wouldnt be who i am.

8) Do you believe in eternity love?
obviously!!!! god loves you no matter what unless of course you screw your own life. your parents will love you no matter what. friends? hmm.. tht'll be smth to think about..

9) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
umm.. i might. when i pluck up my courage to. but til then, HELL NO! call me traditional, but i still want the guy to take the first step!

10) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Syash
-bubbly and crazy
-can be pretty insightful (psst: it comes and goes! hahaha!)
-she's so.. smiley! garfield!

11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
well i currently have my other half and he's the greatest. havent seen anyone better yet. so if anyone wants me (hah muker tk malu!), he had better be better than francis! :P

12) What type of person do you hate most?
well, the kind who just cant see tht what they have right in front of them is good enough or even better than what others have!

13) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
that goes without saying... DUH!!

14) Do you believe in God?
what a question. another DUH!!

15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Faith/Love. they're tied.

16) Do you find it is a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
well i already have one. and i dont see how i can go on without him. lol!

17) At this point of time, would you rather be a heart breaker or a heartbroken?
neither.. i want to stay the way i am. which is neither. hah!

18) What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
whatever they wanna see. but it better be good! lol. but the faults in me cant be helped.

19) Describe the person who tagged you in 6 words.
Syash is full of bubbly goodness. yup!

20) The place you want to go the most with your loved ones?
Heaven cos thts the end ultimately. unless you're saying you wanna go to hell.. :)

Tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.
Rinn - hello darling!
Aisyah - when u have the time
Jolene - just do. lol
Anisah- when u have the time too.
Felina - try and get some sleep. it starts with sleeping earlier!
Fadilah - i havent seen you in forever
Dana - hello!
Gloria - err... lol!

2008-04-04T21:45:00.002+08:00

well its 3 more days before he's gone. he's going in on tuesday. so sad! *wails and cries* yeah. i mean i'll get to see him again soon. but there's a whole different issue surrounding it and all that.. for those like syash and rinn, u people know what i mean.. haiz. im tired of crying. but i cant help it..

well i went out with him today. went swimming. lol. that was so fun! then we had lunch at tong seng at bugis. hahaa all the way there to eat. then went back. went to the park and just sat facing the open sea just spending quality time. what's left of it.

he's going in on tuesday and yet he still hasn't started packing. crazy bugger.! we tried taking photos today but it came out so wrong and disgusting.. haha. but i managed to snap a couple of his photos. ahahahahhaha! weeeeeeee~

still loving it!

2008-03-30T00:42:00.002+08:00

well.. the man united aston villa game is coming up. dunno if i wanna watch it. or do homework. lol. hmmm... maybe i'll watch. do alil homework now. then watch. the match is starting in about half an hour. i think. he's gonna be watching. since im waiting up for him. i might as well watch it as well. yup.

the things we do..

2008-03-29T16:18:00.002+08:00

im so in love with this song.. but kinda for the wrong reasons.

"Pollen And Salt"

You've left me with such a silent world,

Where evenings are calm, but I'm restless

And my breath has become as thin as the wind.

Not even the mighty sky could fill the space you left behind

Not even when it rains.

No, nothing takes your place

Your emptiness too great to fill.

I have been holding my breath,

For too many nights in a row,

And somewhere on coastlines unknown to me

You paint your dreams,

With reds and blues and greens.

Yea you're painting daffodils by the sea,

Without me.

Today in a breeze I sensed your perfume

But you were nowhere near.

And in reverie,

I felt you holding me.

And even in my dreams I shake from the fear

Of truth being swept away

By the rhythm of the waves I whisper in your ears.

I have been holding my breath,

For too many nights in a row,

And somewhere on coastlines unknown to me

You paint your dreams,

With reds and blues and greens.

Yea you're painting daffodils by the sea,

Without me.

I would give away

The sweetest memories,

If I could just be with you again.

Be with you again.

I have been holding my breath,

For too many nights in a row,

And somewhere on coastlines unknown to me

You paint your dreams,

With reds and blues and greens.

Yea you're painting daffodils growing by the sea,

Without me.

Last night I dreamt you were with me,

Finally I could breathe.

2008-03-29T16:09:00.004+08:00

well its been 2 days since the 1 and 1/2 years anniversary. yup. went out with him yesterday.. evening.. yup. we finally went to island creamery! yum! :P lol. yup he got the mudpie and i, the apple pie with ice cream.. hmm.. the little bits of heaven i can get.

yeah then we were sitting around for abit. chilling and stuff. and we left. took 74 without knowing where it would bring us to hahahaha. yup. got off at dover mrt station. and took the train back to tampines where we had dinner. the thaksin beef noodles thingy. it was alrite. coming from someone who doesnt really like eating beef. yeah. one of his favourite foods! gotta remember that. i really should snap moments like these. really. should so have when we were at island creamery. damn.

after that we went back la. lol. sat somewhere and had a talk for alil bit. hah ;P

i got home at about 9.30. and he at 11? i think.

he was gonna fetch his parents from the airport at 6am anyway. so he prolly wouldnt be sleeping much. im not sure if he's awake yet. he's prolly still asleep considering the lack of sleep he'd be getting.

im still in love.

2008-03-27T22:53:00.004+08:00

hey the week's been pretty bummed.. so sad.. i know thts life.. but i dont want it this way. haiz.

why do i have to lose the very person im so in love with.?

it's not that we cant stand each other.. we're still in love. but we know how it'll end. haiz.

i havent cried so much in so long. why start again now?

everyone's been telling me to take it easy and just enjoy whatever's left of it. trust me. im trying real hard. but its like a haunting shadow.

ive never felt this low. not even when i found out i was getting retained. once we talked it out. and the harsh reality was made known. it was like i just died. like my soul sucked out.

disembodied. just a body. without a purpose.

i had to drag myself to school. at which i cried again. to my friends while telling them what happened.

a side of me i've never revealed til now.

i trying to focus as much as i can. i think im doing ok enough to get on with school. but its just when im alone and when im unable to immerse myself with the hype of the crowd is when i just lose myself.

i just want him. no one else.

2008-03-24T12:57:00.005+08:00

well well well.. here i am stuck at home. wanted to go out with the boyfriend. but he had to paint the doors. aargh! annoyed really.. haiz. fine. be that way.! urgh.. so much for getting an mc.. i dunno whats up. but i've been getting annoyed easily at him these few days. i think im pms-ing. lol.

well. guess i'll have to make the best of watever's left of the day. bleagh. about the tuition thingy.. no guarantees. we'll see how. i'll have to ask my parents alrite..

anyways, went for the x-ray earlier. already got the results. NO FRACTURE!! weeee.. lol

it's gonna rain soon..! i hear thunder! yes! at least thts a reason for me to stay stuck at home.. bleagh~

yup so i'll be on light duty for a week! weee.. hahahhahahahhahahha! yay!

sometimes i wonder how different things would be if i were single right now..

BUT! i dont really wanna know. its not like im not having a great time when im with him. sure we argue and stuff..

but hey thats life right.. :)

victory is ours!!!

2008-03-23T23:44:00.002+08:00

wee..! man utd won!! 3-0 against liverpool.. hahx.. in your face iskandar..! :P hah..

yep. im still up. bleagh. that word's like my new catchphrase or something.. ahah! anyways, waiting to watch the arsenal chelsea match.. hope arsenal loses.. lol. actually it doesnt really matter. hah coz my team WON!!! super pumped right now.

got so high the moment i flipped to channel 27 and cristiano ronaldo's face was in focus! *swoon* lol.. i completely went into dreamy mode. lol iskandar had to get me to snap out of it.. or he tried at least. he must be heartbroken.. im so sorry for your loss but hell yeah!

kk sorry sorry. lol. arsenal-chelsea match starting.. and im off to do econs..!

nite nite!

2008-03-23T16:43:00.003+08:00

taylor swift - i'd lie

I don't think that passenger seat

Has ever looked this good to me

He tells me about his night

And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love

He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair

I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong

And I don't think it ever crossed his mind

He tells a joke, I fake a smile

But I know all his favorite songs

And I could tell you

His favorite color's green

He loves to argue

Born on the seventeenth

His sister's beautiful

He has his father's eyes

And if you ask me if I love him

I'd lie

He looks around the room

Innocently overlooks the truth

Shouldn't a light go on

Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long

And he sees everything black and white

Never let nobody see him cry

I don't let nobody see me wishin' he was mine

I could tell you

His favorite color's green

He loves to argue

Born on the seventeenth

His sister's beautiful

He has his father's eyes

And if you ask me if I love him

I'd lie

He stands there, then walks away

My God, if I could only say

I'm holding every breath for you

He'd never tell you

But he can play guitar

I think he can see through everything but my heart

First thought when I wake up is

My God, he's beautiful

So I put on my make-up

And pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you

His favorite color's green

And he loves to argue

Oh, and it kills me

His sister's beautiful

He has his father's eyes

And if you ask me if I love him...

if you ask me if I love him...

I'd lie

2008-03-23T00:03:00.002+08:00

jo! i so do not have a new boyfriend in class....!! i'm gonna kill you.. btw, monday morning i wont be in school.. gonna go get an x-ray for my finger.. there might be a hairline crack so yeah..

bleagh..

Happy Good Friday - to those celebrate it..

2008-03-21T14:02:00.002+08:00

it's good friday y'all!! BUT~ i'm BORED!!!!!

haiz.. dunno what to do. i should be out. not at home.

i woke up today to find NO ONE was home. should have been good right? yeah in a way. but sucky. coz no one to talk to.

just found out yesterday that one of my frenz - nerly, gonna shift house in a couple of months.. to yishun or something.. i'm like 'WHAT??' haiz..

i feel dead...

2008-03-20T22:40:00.002+08:00

i think there's a fracture or a hairline fracture on my finger.. hmm.. haiz. guess i'll have to get it x-ray-ed and check it. yeah. hopefully it isnt THAT bad..

anyways, voodoo was missing. vamp was around. yup. its not so bad when vamp's alone without an ally.. hehe.. i wanna put pics up. BUT! my phone cable isn't working so i have no idea how im gonna transfer the pics over. i'll figure it out somehow. soon.. i hope.

tomorrow's good friday!! which means... it's a HOLIDAY!! lol.. and good too since it'll mean a long weekend. except.. there's stuff to do.. bleagh.

the first week of school's been quite a drag.. i think my class is building a bad reputation with our subject tutors. that ain't good. who to blame? us? or the teachers? hmm.. both? depending on the situation.. gp's a bore.. i want my pae teacher back.. rinnnn, share your gp tutor with my class.. we'll all be better off.. or else.. i cant imagine going through 2 years with her..

other than that, my whole body's been aching.. had to run 2.4 and stuff.. but of course i've had to run more than that.. tired. so tired. good thing i dont have tuition. as it is, it's already been quite a drain.. i'm quite surprised that im already lethargic and tired considering it's only the start of the year..

2008-03-19T18:04:00.002+08:00

ok.. this blog is officially open for view!!! LOL.

thanks to rinn! for doing up the layout proper.. it like finally works.. heh. i'll make u manager of the layout for this blog. IF you don't mind.. lol.

the only irritating thing is that my phone and this laptop - cant cooperate!!! bleagh..

or else there'd be more picz up here.. haiz.. need to get a cam.. a decent one. or watever at least one tht works..

as of today, i've seen some true colours of some ppl.. tsk2 not good.. to ADD to that.. i've been slacking. i dont mean to. but. its just been a tad bit overwhelming. yeah. like the sudden rush with the workload. starting to feel the pressure.. hmm.. good thing im not where im supposed to be..

must start working my butt off.. and SLEEPING EARLY!!

more of the movie marathon..

2008-03-16T22:04:00.005+08:00

more pics from the marathon..

i have no idea what ainul was trying to do.. but it was hilarious..

i think she was trying to kill me..

she just couldnt stop eating.. hahha
i swear she kept eating and eating.. lol..

school starts tmr. unfinished stuffs.. bleagh. screwed..
and there's PE tmr. dratz..

end of the hols..

2008-03-16T12:42:00.005+08:00

well there wasn't much of a holiday to begin with.. yeah. and now tht this is the LAST day of the week's break. the panic rush should come anytime soon. the unfinished homework, assignments, yada, yada.. lol.

it's just started to rain. again. after like 2 days or so of no rain. i like it when it rains.. hmm.. nice to just chill and get cosy or something. lol. in bed or with a cup of hot drink or watching the movies at home.. hah.

anyways, the new term starts tmr. a new term yet again. yup. haiz.

alritey then. BYE!

2008-03-16T02:20:00.006+08:00

hey hey!
im like super bored. need someone to entertain me.. bleagh. need something engaging. damn life's a bore at the moment. where's my boyfriend when i need him??

some pics from the marathon!:

trust me.. it was messier than this!!

hmm.. munchy donuts. all cut up to bite size
heh..

the few of us who could make it for the marathon.. there's one more who arrived later though..

all that poison.. as zaf would call them.. they're food really

movie marathon!!

2008-03-12T11:08:00.006+08:00

some pics from the sentosa outing long over due above lol

weee.... finally a movie marathon in forever.. going later at 12 plus.. marathon starts at 1!

then syash cannot go pulak! haiz.. apelah.. belo.. hah.

went out with the boyfriend yesterday. so fun! lol. but i've been having headaches for like the whole week.. getting kinda worrying lol. maybe its the weather.. i spose it is..

somebody treated me to munchy donuts the other day! yummy! hmmmm..donuts! lol. and i still have leftovers heh. bringing them to the marathon later.. wee...

actually fonz wanted to meet again today.. but i've the marathon thingy. so i cant. then he got upset. lol. but he was just kidding to make me feel guilty. the idiot. lol. yet i still love him.. haha..

school has pretty much officially started..

2008-03-03T19:39:00.003+08:00

well tutorials have begun.. thts a drag. and im already behind in my work... well SORTA.. yikes!

had PE earlier. considering i havent entirely been running. i'd say i did pretty ok. lolz. yeah. and i didnt go for hockey again. hmm.. i shall start going on wednesday.. or else i aint gonna pull myself out of this lazy cycle..

my timetable's not too bad actually.. unlike SOME people i know whose curriculum ends at like 5[!] everyday. pretty sucky huh.. ahaahahahahhahaahha!! sorry just couldnt resist it.! :P

other than tht i think everyone else's is pretty ok.. its kinda weird to know tht everyone in class is pretty much taking the same subjects unlike what happened last year and early this year during PAE when everything was so messed up.. lol. oh well..

2008-03-01T22:01:00.003+08:00

already checked out the timetable. pretty ok i guess.. except the fact that i have PE on consecutive days.. bleagh..

other than tht there's quite a number of breaks.. god.. i hope tht wouldn't be an open door to slack!

annnnnnd i have to start going for hockey.. lol. havent been going in awhile.

life's been a bore

......

went shopping yet again! weee~

2008-03-01T00:07:00.003+08:00

went shopping again today bought 2 new pairs of shoes! weee... lol they were on sale. but now i have to pay the boyfriend back.. heh.

then we went to watch meet the spartans. stupid show. i think the 8 bucks was pretty much wasted. yup.

then just went to check out the new timetable. its pretty ok i guess. except for the long breaks. which can be useful but when there's really nothing to do it'll really suck. coz i might just end up playing cards. bad influence. tsk2.

already synchronised all my common breaks with the rest for easy meet-ups. lol.

i shall be posting up pics soon. once i can get the lappy to work with me and for me. lolz.!

other than tht life's a drag.......

2008-02-27T22:26:00.004+08:00

ok. i KNOW this place has been dead! hah. BUT! i'm trying to revive it.. lol

the layout thing irks me. [still trying to get a nice one to work though]

anyways, been shopping quite abit recently. in the past week rather. lol

bought a new shirt dress thing. so nice. although its green! heh

then somebody finally got his new fossil wallet. i want a new wallet too! and a new phone. hmph.

feb test just ended bought slightly less than a week ago. AND we're getting some of the papers back already. did really well for history lol. surprise surprise. and pretty ok for lit. heard evryone in H2 econs passed. we'll see what the results are. still abit freaked for gp. think maths would be pretty ok. lol. so right now. 2 down 3 to go. hmmmm...

went sentosa last thursday. uber-fun!! weee. went swimming, picnicking. and he intro-d me to pepito. it's this milk biscuit thingy with chocolate on top of it! and apparently we cant get it in singapore lolz. only in france. or so he said. heh. but i love it.!

then after that went to vivo. and bought a mango tank top and esprit bag. somehow the bag looks really really familiar. i think one of my friends have it. cant remember who though. sorry!

i think sheena's gonna be planning a PAE class outing.. I THINK!

SYASH! HELP! LAYOUT!

random much...

2007-07-30T20:41:00.001+08:00

ok.. actually.. i wrote in on the 30 july.. but the com hanged and i didnt manage to save the post.. so yeah.. im not sure if i remember what i wrote in the last time.. but i'll try to remember.. i think i was compiling all that happened during the month.. not sure if i remember anymore.. but i'll try..

1. the most distinct thing i know was the 'proposal thing'
that was totally nuts.. and pretty nerve wrecking really.. damn i'm only 17 u know.. im too young to be married.. sheesh!

2. think i went to watch a couple of movies.. vacancy and ocean's 13 i think.. yeah.
[vacancy sucked big time btw..]

3. umm.. SOMEBODY has a crush on hafiz..!! ahaha!

4. few weeks after i got 'proposed'.. syash got proposed to.. LOL!.. serves you right.. disturb me some more.. haha!

5. oh oh.. i got back my mid year results.. which sucked like crazy.. it was really really bad.. haiz.. must buck up!

6. oh and somebody else got voted house capt.. i think the voting system was nonsense.. it prolly was just for show anyway..

and i think thats about it..

isya.. help! the blog thing.. lol then i'll do that 10 habit thing.. haha! ;P

oh yeah.. and it's about time i posted some pixies.. syash.. watch out! wakaka

temasek seminar filming!!!

2007-07-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

hahx who new filming for a video could be so fun and chaotic..! lol.. it was completely nuts..

sean earned his very own title!! - sexy eyebrows.. i'll post his pic so understand y.. lol.. yup..

it was fun . but there were some freaky bits.. like wat syash mentioned.. that 'dude' who acted cute and posed for the cam - my cam! eew! when i wasnt even taking pictures.. like sheesh go away.. freak! yup.. but other than tht it was all good.. there was another filming session.. but i didnt go for it.. had smth on.. lol.. hmm..

yup.. i didnt go for the national day briefing either.. but yeah.. oh well.. i had fun otherwise.. school's such a drag but then again.. when is school isnt?? so yeah.. still trying to get back to being used about the waking up so ealy in the morning routinge again.. after bout a month of wakng up at at least 10 or 11.. so yeah..

to make things worse..we're getting back our results.. all the papers and all that shit.. pretty scary honestly.. but i think im immune to it or something.. i flunked a couple papers already.. and yet i'm still like smiling and making jokes - lame ones i think.. yup.. so yeah.. did like really badly my midyears.. but i STUDIED!!! not fair.. aarh!!!!!

oh well i better get done with this and do some studying or something.. if i wanna get promoted to 2nd year.. as for the pics.. i havent transferred them yet.. so i'll post them up asap!!

gtg.. peace..
love ya all..

exams OVER!!

2007-07-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

yes! the EXAMS ARE OVER! BUT! now i gotta study for promos.. shit! haiz.. one exam after the other.. not fun.. oh well thats college.. anyways, i think my mid year results are gonna be fucked up anyway.. [excuse the language] yup.. spent so much ime mugging for the papers.. and im confident im gonna flunk them.. double shit!! lol.. yup..

especially for math.. me, syash and nis were mugging for it the night before and before the paper..yup.. like wat syash mentioned in her blog.. there was this group of kental mats and minahs.. like get a life people.. and to that girl with the irritating laugh.: 'go for laughing classes.. urs is stupid and just purely irritating..! hah!'

yeah..about the pics.. i'll put them in once i get them transferred into the com.. yup.. it was nuts.. maybe i shud put the video in too eh syash.. haha! yup2..

alrite.. gtg.. peace!

long time no updates

2007-06-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

yup.. its been forever.. but yeah.. wont exactly be updating tonight so yeah..
exams in a couple of days.. so its been pretty stressful.. gonna be so screwed when the results come out.. haiz.. not good..

i'll update again after the exams.. in about 5 days time or so..

forget it!

2007-06-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

haha! lol.. forget it! the third entry did appear after all! weee....

oh ya.. i forgot to mention.. went to the clementi campsite for the SAF recently.. and i was IMPRESSED! there's deinitely more than meets the eye! lol.. i thot all NSmen did was train and let 2 years pass just like tht.. but hell no! i was so wrong! lolx yup.. i got to hold the weapons and all that! so cool! we got to try alot of things.. damn the technology they use is so up to date and hi tech! think im nt that tech savvy to know how to use all the gizmos they have there! haha
i'll try to update photos as soon as i can.. lol.. not many but they'll do for now... yup!

i wrote a third entry.. but it didnt appear!!

2007-06-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

yeah so anyways, actually this is the fourth entry.. dunno y the third didnt appear.. yup.. oh yeah.. had manifestasi - its a tpjc malay cutural society production! yup! super-cool! lol.. had loads of fun! didnt regret going at all! yup. almost didnt get a ticket.! freaking lucky if u say so.. yup.. the performance was great!

had my temasek seminar just now in the afternoon. had fun.. didnt expect it to turn out that way, but it did so yeah.. totally cool. lol.. i wanna join the navy!! or the air force! lol.. seems really interesting! hahx >.<>

mid years coming up!! gonna be so screwed!! argh!

Baik ah MCS!!

2007-06-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

the manifestasi was great!! keep up the good work guys! hah.. since when did i start rooting for u guys.. but i gotta give u guys some credit for the wonderful performance you ppl put up.. and to nafisah.. damn u can shout. lol. that near the end scene when u found out that guy wsa actually your brother.. whoo~

both dikir guys and gurls!! baik ah! the guys one was funny.. lol.. overall the whole peformance put together was great! completely enjoyed myself. too bad someone i know didnt.. he wasnt into all the dikir thing.. yup but he said the acting was good. so thats something.. coming from him! lol.. yup..

hmm.. its been a week since the june holidays started.. im supposed to get on with studying especially since my mid term papers are being held right when school starts in 3 weeks time.. haiz. time passes TOO QUICKLY now.. not fun.. always gotta keep rushing to do stuff.. ESPECIALLY when im not the kind to do my work.. total slacker.. really hope i dont get retained next.. tho i dont mind being given the 2nd chance.. but knowing me.. it wouldnt make a difference.. so no point getting me retained..

ANYWAYS, got school tomorrow.. haiz.. bio class.. not sure whats goin on.. really blur about tmr's lesson.. and to add to tht.. i've got some workshop i got to attend tomorrow, wednesday and friday.. hopefully its good enough for me to get through with the next 2 workshops on wed and friday.. HOPEFULLY!

choir performance..

2007-05-31T11:10:00.000+08:00

hey3! so yesterday was the plaisir di chanson.. i think its spelt that way lol.. lazy to take the tickets out.. yupp.. so yeah.. was at the victoria concert hall to watch the performance.. i cant believe VCH ( victoria concert hall) is THAT small.. i expected it to be sooo much bigger.. yeah..

but yesterday damn paisey!! so embarrassing!!! coz during the interval, we went out.. and then we saw this table of food.. so we went to queue for it.. murny and me that is.. so yeah.. but little did we know that actually the food was ONLY FOR INVITED GUESTS!!! omg!

then one of the teachers - never seen her around school before, she asked us if we were invited guests.. and we were like uh no~ and she was like yeah. the food is only for invited guests! so bloody embarrassing!!!

we went off immediately.. if there was a feedback form. i would have commented something on the food only available for invited guests.. and yet conan - the host, still said 'welcome back. i'm we are all revitalised and ready to hear more from the choir.' i was like right! revitalised! hah! since when?? they should have at least told us that the food available was only for the invited guests.. sheesh! not happy!! haha oh well.. luckily the choir wasnt so bad.. yup and the combined choir with AJC was good.. so yeah. the concert was alright..

so yeah.. after the concert went to walk around for abit.. and reached home at about 11.20pm.. really late but i dont really care.. hahx.

so much for never wanting to do a blog!!

2007-05-30T14:12:00.000+08:00

anyways, hey! so first blog entry ever.. hahx. and yet i always old myself that blogging's a waste of time.. dunno wat got into me. hah! so im new to this thing.. and syash! help me out with this layout template thing!!!! trying to get the hang of it so will do my best to make this a success. (right~ since when did this become a sorta achievement lol)

so...
yesterday was my cca farewell bbq.. some bbq it was.. disorganized and quiet.. no music.. just talk and laughter from the seniors. like outcast sey the few of us.. i think we know who we are.. hahx.oh well.. alot of ppl had to leave early.. like 8 there was already a few ppl leaving.. wth..

so yeah. stayed til about 10.10pm.. yup.. then wanted to take 196 to parkway but it seemed to take forever so th 3 of us took a cab instead.. haha.. we only had to pay about a dollar each.. so yeah.. and lucky for me.. my bus came just as i reached the bus stop.. yay! lolx.. yup.. reached home at about 11.10..

it seems that each time i go out right, the average timing nowadays for me to reach home is 11 plus. really late.. i used to like get home by 8 plus or at the latest 10 plus.. it usually didnt touch 11.. but then again, people change.. like they always say - 24 hours a day is never enough!